What A Mess!
So here it is. My head’s totally messed up. It’s never been this bad (despite of what some people might claim).
And I have no idea how to sort it out.
Maybe the solution to all dilemmas, I should make a list. Here we go:
- Overflow of yesterday’s severe loneliness. I miss a friend terribly, but nothing can be done about it. I guess I should just forget and fast.
- Stupid inconsequential arguments with my mum over stupid inconsequential matters. I am going to patch up tomorrow.
- Craving for vanilla ice cream. This is top-most priority.
- Exams. Should I say more?
I guess that sums it up!
There is this feeling of dissatisfaction, a little of self-pity probably or maybe not, something inexpressible, pathetically intangible. Things are moving too slow, I want this gloomy phase to end quickly so that something vibrant and happy can take its place. All I need is something to smooth out the creases in the small crumpled up portion of my life.
I suppose there’s nothing to worry. As I said, it’s just a feeling. It will hopefully go by tomorrow.
If not, I am in big trouble.